These few weeks, I realised that most of my weekends had gone to waste. Every time, I had to force myself to bring my laptop back but when I came back hall, I realised that I had not really accomplished anything.
Sometimes I feel that I have too many unnecessary functions to attend to. Take last night for example, I went to a bdae party which I did not even feel like going in the 1st place. But the bdae man came for mine so it was sort of a return favour. Went there to catch up with my girlies became the intrinsic motivation.
Vin was part of the clique supposedly. But later on strayed away due to other commitment. But recently, he was trying to join us back but it was so weird cos he had not being with us for most of the events.
I think the thing that saddened me the most was some of the guys in the clique who claimed that they had spent too much time with the same bunch of friends and they felt bored. Whenever they need emotional and financial support, I am always the 1st one to help them. But when they get what they want, they simply turn their back and walk away. At least Vin made an effort to return, I should applaud him.
Recently, I am pissed off with some of the guys. time for them to grow up and learn to spare a thought for other people's feeling. I dunno why I am putting in so much effort to keep the clique together and I am definitely feeling tired. I wanted to let go but my heart told me to hang on. Argh..
I dunno how long can I tolerate with their attitudes. I am afraid that one day I will just lose my cool and that's it!
Jun & me with my new hair trim..
Peeling prawn for Jun..
Vincent & us..
