I know my tagboard is down but i just simply heck.

Recently, I have been at my all time low. Everything seems to be wrong for me. Even since I fell and injured my ligaments during PE camp, all the things that happened subsequently were all against me.

I had to piss ppl off during my best pal's 21st.

I am so uninformed about things which have been going on.

So many things going on and I am feeling damn upset abt all of them.

Tonight I finally flared up. OMC was having their appreciation dinner and I was not invited! I was not informed and some people just wanna find excuses that they were busy with stuff. I am not desperate for that 1 meal. I can bloody afford a dinner myself but the feeling just sucked.

I got even more boiled up when we were suppoed to have a JB trip out with the Sports Secs yet nobody gave a f**king damn abt it. Everyone just simply wait for things to happen.

I think I have been too much. People around are simply taking me for granted. If u are one of them, wake up ur idea and before I flare up at u, better learn to be more appreciative.

I feel lonely. Not the BGR extent but I just feel that my closest frenz are not there for me when I need a pair of listening ears. After my best pal got attached, I feel that we strayed apart. We were not as close as we used to be and I am not comfortable with getting her our during weekends bcos weekends are for bf.

Maybe I dun have one, so I dun noe how precious it is for couples. But i think one cannot live off without frens. How come is it that when my attached frenz only come and find me when they have problems in their relationship?

I dun mind listening to their problems but somehow I feel that they can call to check on me whether I am fine even during times when I am not needed, especially when I am so down recently. I guess no one will understand..