I cant help but keep thinking of the 2 dreams that I had this morning. I can think remember them vividly and they really bother me up to this hour.

Dream 1:
I dreamt about this girl who happened to meet her celebrity idol. And the both of them ended up together becos the guy asked. But when they got together, she somewhat felt insecured and also inferior. They were holding hands in public but she suddenly let go becos she was afraid that people would see them and asked how come this celebrity was going out with a girl like her. And it somehow ended up that the celebrity wrote a letter to her to hint a breakup after being together for one day. She ended up going to look for the celebrity's sister and found out that the celebrity is already seeing another girl.

Dream 2:
I dreamt about a couple friend of mine who is getting married and I was helping to plan the wedding. It was on the wedding day when all the friends and relatives gathered for the event when the guy announced that he was not marrying the girl but someone else. And the someone else came dressed in a bridal gown! And when asked, the bride (initial one) somewhat knew about it. The couple bought a house and the bride will be staying with the groom and his new wife!!! I was really upset about the whole incident and kept talking aloud when the groom was around that I was totally disappointed with the whole thing. I think I cried in the dream..


Ok.. I know I am weird to have dreamt of such things. I will not tell u who the couple is. But it really bothers me about the vulnerability of marriage these days.. One of my friends has been asking me to go match.com to make friends. Is there a need for me right now?? I dont think I am really that hopeless la.. Maybe I should just lower my expectation a little. Hahaha..

I hope I get some sweet dreams tonight. Especially a sequel to tell me those 2 dreams ended up having happy endings... Wah.. Like some soap opera. SOooooOoo drama sia....

Today marks the end of the journey as an undergrad student attending tutorial in NIE/PESS. :(

I am sitting here in the NIE canteen alone.

People watching.

As I am looking around, there are like less than 20 souls sitting at the PE side. I recalled 4 years ago when I first came in to NIE. Full of anticipation and uncertainty about how life will be in here.

4 years later today, I am leaving this place with a mixed feeling in me. Is there such thing as a love-hate relationship for your canteen.


I love.

Time spent here with my Diploma classmates. Looking at girls coming down the stairs and checking those chicks (or not) out.

The food from the canteen. With some friendly vendors I have known for almost 4 years. Some of the really classic ones for me. Mushroom minced pork noodle, Chicken Cutlet noodle with a sunny-side-up egg, Chicken Cutlet from Western Food Stall (when I was still eating meat that time la..), Kway Teow Goreng, Hokkien Mee mai hey (no prawns), and the many many fruit platters ordered and shared among the peeps.


I hate.

The mosquitoes and houseflies during certain seasons when they irritate the hell out of u.

The "invaders" from the non PE side (Oops.. No offence to anyone..)

I am going to miss this place.