Blogging somehow becomes a venue for me to "reveal" my emotions on things happening around me.

I am damn pissed out this evening. Or rather feeling taken for granted AGAIN.

Why do money see money so important to them? Do they like able to take them to another world when they die?? If ppl owe u money and u wan them to return, dun have to wait until when the person help u buy something then u bring the Owing Money incident out.

It just hurt me quite badly this evening.

Initially I was supposed to go dinner with X. But X went back room to take a nap. So I decided to go out and help buy dinner back so that when X and I can have dinner when X woke up. I called X on the way out to get food and Y and some hallmates wanted to ask me to pack dinner back. Since they asked and I feel paiseh to reject them, I agreed.

Bearing in mind I could only carry with ONE hand due to my fractured wrist, I dunno wat the hell was I thinking that I could handle so many take-aways... Luckily I met Jieshi who was on the way to Canteen 4 for dinner and she volunteered to help me carry some of those stuff.

During dinner at the stone table, Z was one of those who asked me to but dinner back. When everyone was returning the money, Z told me that she paid for the cab fare back hall during the bash.It kinda hinted to me that the money I paid for the meal would be for the cab fare I owed.

YES! What I was upset about was the bask was like about a month plus ago! If u really wan me to pay u, u should have asked earlier. If let's say I had not bought dinner this evening, U would forever remember that I owed u the money. The worst thing is I did not even know who actually apid for the cab fare until just now when Z asked for the money!

Ok, maybe I was simply sensitive. Might be due to exam stress that I am actually complaining about such a small issue. But such small issue simply reflect a person's character.

I am not someone who is stingy about money. Ask my friends. Whenever ppl need help financially, I will always help even though I maybe financially uptight myself. But when it comes to returning money, everyone just act blur and stupid and pretend the matter didnt happen at all.. I dun mind if u borrow money from me and when it's time to return, u would come and let me noe that u have some problems... At least I know that u still remember..

If I ever owe u money, tell me!!!! I dun wan ppl to say I cao kuan..
(Sorry, got a bit emotional)