Supposed to be posting my Krabi Day 4 photos but I was inspired by some thing which happened and made me want to blog some thoughts. Then the stupid network in hall was not working. This post is typed on my Microsoft Word Document which was then transferred to Blogger (as u can see now)

Well.. I shall talk about LOVE tonight..

LOVE..
For friends
For that special someone
For family and
For urself (myself)

For friends
I always feel blessed to have a special group of frens who has a special place in my heart. Been thru a lot of thick and thin with me. Many were there during those times when I was down and shared my joy when I was up. JC life made me grow and mature the most. I joined the Students’ Council hoping to do sth different from Netball. And I am glad that I have made that choice to choose council 5 years ago. Until today, I still have a bunch of close council frens (you guys noe who u are if u r reading my blog) whom I still keep in contact with.

Crossed many people’s paths during Council days, esp Orientation. Those OGLs.. Still remembered Chao was saying that I took and selected all the good ones into my family. Ha! Ya.. I must say this bunch of OGLs (include those in F5 also) hold a special place in my heart. If not for Orientation, I would not have my own Carpet Cha Cha Cha Cheer. Like my “son” always like to tell me

“ Mei you ni jiu mei you F4..”

I think it’s the other way round. If not for u guys, there would not be F4, F5, Carpets, Excos, Council and the whole orientation. Thanks peeps.

For that special someone..
I must say these few years haven’t been really smooth for me in terms of relationship. I always tell my friends that I have been cursed since the last relationship which was almost 6 years ago! A few guys crossed my paths in this 6 years. But none worked out. Ha!

The one who jumps over the raised bar
It was not easy to move on. This guy definitely has a very special place in my heart. If not for the path not crossed, we might have been together. 2 years worth of struggling. Glad that it didn’t drag till now.

The one who claimed to admire my working style
This guy was someone I went gaga over when I was in college after the one above. Sms got us closer but also separated us. Better off as friends. Feeling was not the same as before after the statement although he was the one who went gaga later on. Everything just didn’t work out from that point onwards. So I guessed I choose to move on.. I am glad I did. Think he was not my type.

The guy who carried my groceries
After coming into NIE, I met this guy whom I tot was someone unique and close to the type of guys I was looking for. Had common likings and most imptly, we shared the same passion. Things went on well until I received a cold shoulder. Hanging there for months before he told me he was attached on Valentines’ Day itself. No clarification. No signs. Nothing before he got attached. Can imagine at the point of time when he broke the news to me, I was like.. OK.. Congrats!

After that incident, I comforted myself and tried to move on. Never did I want to ask whether this guy has fallen for me in the past. I tot it would be a lose-lose situation. If he had said yes, he is already someone else’s bf. If not, I would have been a fool all the while. So I decided to move on not knowing the outcome until one day someone told me that this guy said he had liked me in the past but felt I was not the RIGHT ONE.

So can anyone enlighten me on how u determine whether the person is right for u based on ur intuition, esp when it is known that guys’ intuitions sux usually.

As for now, there is no one really special n dear to me. But the 3 guys would have a place in my heart, as my friends. (I still keep in contact with them now by the way.)

As for now, no delightful news for all those who kept asking me to find a bf. Let nature takes its course.. No worries, no hurry. But I would think twice before I decided to commit. Too used to being single.

Ha.. Such a long post.. I share keep the Love for family and myself till the next post.