Time really flies..

Today is the last day of 2005.. When u wake up tomorrow morning, it will be Year 2006.

So many things happened this year for me.. Happy and sad..

Happy:
Have this bunch of close frens whom I celebrate Xmas every year without fail. They shared my happiness and sorrow and are always there for me. At least I realised that it is not true that JC frens only come and go.. Well.. at least not for us..

Sad:
Some things never seem to work out for me.. Esp in relationship.. Think I am cursed by my ex 4 years ago.. Haha.. I thot I can let go.. But everytime I see him, it aches. I noe I still having feeling for him.. But I also noe I need to move on to start afresh in the coming year. I just wanna move on in life.

I dunno if something he did were on purpose to spike me and see my reaction. When I fell into the pool that day, was he concerned? What's the point of standing there and kept looking to see if I was alright.. Why cant u come forward and ask me if I was ok?

What's the special occasion u were refering to?

What's with the exchange of eye contact during so many occasion?

I dunno why..

I am just hoping that 2006 will be a better year for me..

Happy New Year to one and all..