Ling just cannot understand why things turn out to be like this...

*Pondering*

These 1 month plus have been the hardest days in my tertiary life..

Physically, I am worn out.
Emotionally, I am hurt.
Intellectually, I am stressed.
Mentally, I am drained.
Holistically, I am going to break down.

Sometimes when u put in so much effort to keep a group of frens together to realise that they are not putting the least effort in it.. Why bother?

Sometimes when u try to work so hard to get things done, ur team members dun even give a damn.. Why bother?

Sometimes when u noe that things are not going right between 2 parties and the guy refuses to clarify.. Why bother?

Sometimes u feel like crying and ppl think u r trying to gain attention.. Why bother?

Sometimes when u try to be nice and blend into a group of younger ppl and they think that u r some alien from outer space.. Why bother?

Sometimes..

Sometimes..

I just feel like giving up and running away..

Hang in there!! I will be fine soon, hopefully.