Dear X,

I do not know how to put it across to you so I decided to blog here..

I am really not interested in getting the medal because I think that I am passionate and enjoy the game not becos we can definitely win something from it. I really enjoyed playing with the game although I may not be good at all.

I am not a smart and talented player. I need to work much harder than others in order to reach their standard. I have been putting in a lot of effort and I am glad I did because my sense of satisfaction came from there. I will continue to play the game and influence others to start playing. Thank you for allowing me to play in last year's squad. I really learnt a lot.

I think that "my" medal should be given to someone else, esp those graduating Yr 2s.. When I smsed you saying that I am willing to give up "my" medal to the 13th person (12th medals only supposedly), you told me I was the 13th. Thanks. That was very comforting??! But frankly, I thought that sounded a bit hurting.. Well, I guess I was too sensitive.. :)

Thank you for trying your best to cater to everyone and trying to make sure that everyone who played get what they deserve. But a medal from the past team (which I did not even contribute to the winning at all) would be on zero significance value to me.

Hope U understand..

Sorry if I was too offensive here. :)



With regards,
Ling