Has been feeling rather low since last night I guess.

We won the Ultimate Frisbee Champ. I felt happy for the class but I was totally disappointed with myself.

The feeling sux. And I detest it.

All those in the team who played for the last 2 games (semis and finals) were talking abt the 2 games since dinner last night. But I did not feel that I was part of the team at all. I did not feel that I deserve to be crowned as winner. Somehow, I was substituted out during the quarters (aft assisting 1 score and scoring 1 "try" myself). In the semi, I asked for a substitution since I knew I cannot outrun my opponent as I pulled my muscle during the training before the game.

Finals? I did not have the chance to play at all. I told the captain to play Van and Rach as the 1st team. And there was no substitution. And I somehow regretted the decision. But the gers played well. But I don't think I played badly either. I knew I could not give my 100%, thanks to the stupid muscle pull before the game..

Come to think of it, if Van were to be coming for the trainings more often, will I even make it to the 1st team? I doubt so.

So the whole of today, everyone was talking abt the games and I felt totally lost.

I think I did not regret going for the ISG Frisbee training to pick up Frisbee as a game. It was my intention to join in order to learn more and practise more so that I can contribute in ICG. That was my utmost intention of joining the training. And I am glad that the training helped me become a better player. But I think I work hard myself. So I give myself a pat on my shoulder.

I shall work on my speed. More interval trainings? Ha!

Well done, Ling. You tried ur best. :)