Supposed to be going JB today but Daddy wasn’t really happy when I asked him last nite.. So I decided to stay home for dinner tonight.. Fathers’ Day coming.. Dun wan to upset him..

Went back campus yesterday for PESS FOC meeting. Faizal and his committee assigned me as a head OGL for my OG! I have always been the behind-the-stage worker. This is like a 1st time for me other than the normal camp I attending as a instructor. I am feeling excited about the orientation.

Had a long teleconversation with a close fren last night. Some stuff in the conversation made me ponder over last night. Sometimes, when u try to jump out of a shit hole, u jump into another one deeper. As for me, I am having a hard time trying to climb out of a shit hole I jumped about a year ago. Last July, I met him in NTU, single.. But now, he is someone else’s bf.

I always tell ppl ard me to move on. But I guess I am the one stagnant here. This time, it seemed so hard to move on. I tried and I am still trying. I am trying to find things to do to occupy my thoughts.

Ok.. enuff of this! Sigh..

Anyway, Miss Quek asked me abt who said hurting words to me as reflected in my MSN nick for the past 1 week. I am ok le.. Just having some mood swing during those daes.. Haha.. And I didn’t have the chance to go online so cannot change the nick..

10 more daes to Practicum… Boohoo!!