Ok folks! Time now is 4am in the morning and I am still wide awake.. Damn it!

Arghhhhhhhhh...

Anyway, I havent been studying much these few daes.. My progress has been super slow.. I still have past years' papers for Maths to be completed and my whole freaking Intro to PE! My exam is like in less than 240 hrs' time. AND I AM SO ILL PREPARED!

That day in the library studying with Wei & Shi. Kept thinking about this year's christmas.. Thinking of the programme and everything abt xmas.. These days, I have been playing Xmas Songs and I guess it is going to irritate the hell out of my roomie.. Haha.. BUT CHRISTMAS IS REALLY COMING WAD?!

Wei's gonna bring XZ to the Xmas party and she wanted me to ask HK along.. I was like.. NOoooooOooOOo!! It will be so off! Who am I to ask him to come to our Xmas party? He is not even my b**f**en*.. Besides, I dun like the feeling of being rejected.. That explains my almost-5-years of singlehood.. Haha..

My fren once asked me how i managed to tahan such a hardship to stay single for so long..

My response: To me, it's not hardship.. It's cool to be single.. I have been bitching around for 5 years! OMG! Haha.. No la.. In these 5 years, I have met alot of new frens. Now I am more clear on what I want. If I am really thinking of commiting in a relationship, I rather have a stable and one which can last. Dun wanna waste time to "try" for a few months then bid goodbye to each other. To me, I am open about the idea ex bf still being my fren. But not all guys can take it that way. I have a fren who claimed that ex gf as fren is a No-no.. I was like..WTF?!

Come to think of it.. my solid 5 years singlehood coming Feb! So fast half a decade gone..Where is my Prince? WAKE UP WAKE UP!! Haha..

Haiyo.. My clique still asking the same question when I will be attached?! C'mon lor.. It is easier said than done.. All god guys r taken.. And pls, you GUYS r all single! Pls stop saying that U all cant wish for me to "get married". Esp Mel..

And Son (if u r reading this), one day I will find u a Daddy.. Haha.. can u get me BACK my daughter-in-law? *wink wink* =P

Should I ask him to come for our xmas party? How should I go about asking? If I ask and he rejects, how should I react? Arghhh...

Think better not ask.. Wait for him to ask me out den MAYBE invite him over.. Haha.. Think I am in going to Dream Land liao..

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